Jawaban Sebuah Teka-Teki

Kemarin malam saya menerima pesan singkat dari seorang teman yang isinya sebagai berikut,

Quis:

BADU tiap hari senin, selasa, dan rabu selalu berkata bohong.CACA tiap hari kamis, jum’at dan sabtu selalu berkata bohong. Satu hari ada percakapan,

BADU: “kemarin saya berbohong.”

CACA: “saya juga.”

Pertanyaan: pada hari apa percakapan itu terjadi?

Seperti biasa saya tidak terlalu merespon sms yang isinya terkait sesuatu yang sifatnya tidak substansial. Namun pada siang ini setelah saya melihat salah satu film anime kesukaan saya Fairy Tale, saya menjadi penasaran untuk membuka sms yang dikirimkan oleh teman saya tadi malam. Entah apa yang terjadi, saya tiba-tiba tertarik untuk membacanya dan mencoba untuk menemukan jawabanya. Ketika dalam proses berpikir, saya teringat dengan salah satu cerita Abu Nawas yang berjudul Cara Memilih Jalan, yang mana teka-teki yang ada di dalam cerita Abu Nawas tersebut hampir mirip dengan teka-teki yang terjadi di kuis yang dikirimkan oleh teman saya. Kira – kira ceritanya sebagai berikut,

Suatu hari, kawan-kawan Abu Nawas dan Abu Nawas mengadakan perjalanan wisata ke hutan. Tak terasa mereka telah menempuh hampir separo perjalanan. Kini mereka tiba di pertigaan jalan  yang jauh dari rumah penduduk. Mereka berhenti karena mereka ragu-ragu. Setahu mereka kedua jalan itu memang menuju ke hutan tetapi hutan yang mereka tuju adalah hutan wisata. Bukan hutan yang dihuni binatang-binatang buas yang justru akan membahayakan jiwa mereka.

Last KKA in Bappeda Central Java Provinces

Not felt, finally today KKA in Bappeda Central Java Provinces has ended. Many stories fun for me to be here. Interacting with officials here also a story that can not be forgotten. Employess here (especially the subsection Regional Development) has treated me well. Every morning they do not forget to make tea warm and provides a delicious snack. Besides, they also always be friendly and ask what I encountered difficulties in performing a given task. Although sometimes there are days where I did not do anything when there is no task in the office. But I never feel bored to be here, because there are things that make me always doing the activity.

Activities I like the most when they are here is to follow a policy evaluation meeting. I found out that a very long process to wards the evaluation and the evaluation process itself is very complicated. This is because a lot of the ideas presented in the evaluation meeting. It required a good coordinator in the control of the situation at the time of the meeting, so the meeting could produce a recommendation as well as useful input. The results of this evaluation will be used as a policy document improvement.

Time spinning a fast, that’s a phrase that I choose to express my mood today. Does not feel a month I run most of my activities here.  Even so fast but I gained a lot of experience here, that will be beneficial for my future later on. Final word I say much thank’s a lot at all Bappeda Central Java Province employess have behaved well to me.

About Feelings

Do you know the real me is a stupid man who can not understand someone’s feelings about love. This ignorance may have saved me until I was twenty-one years old. Maybe I’m still afraid of those feelings because it is not ready or maybe because of my personality that is very difficult to fall in love with someone else or mybe I have not found my soul mate. Whatever it is I actually really want to occasionally feel this feelings.

I don’t usually tell it like this, let alone tell in public places like on this blog. Honestly lately I feel weird with my feelings toward someone, and that I rerely felt before. What it was? I can’t tell you much here, because I don’t want to misinterpret this feelings. I hope she can also feel this anxiety (if she was really my soulmate), because I was not brave enough to mention this to her. I pray that she is happy wherever she is and was always smiling, because I love it when she see her smile. :D